Bitter-sweet …..

Luke SLEPT though the night last night! He woke at 6:30 this morning! I know… I’m strange. Most Mom’s would love their babies to sleep through the night at day one. I admit I was that way with Gregory especially, and with Adam I didn’t mind getting up in the night as much. But with this one (my third), I’m just cherishing every moment and taking it all in! I actually don’t mind getting up the ONE time he’s been waking to nurse (its normally just for 15-20 mins anyway). He’s just growing up so fast already.

I think God has taught me a lot about taking things for granted! Loosing three babies before Luke Samuel, I think makes me cherish him even more. Makes me so grateful that God blessed us with HIM! All of us are so in love with this little guy and loving every baby moment with him! Gregory and Adam adore him and seems like the “newness” hasn’t worn off yet! Hope it never will! They are already great big brothers!

I think God is continually teaching me too that HE IS THE ONE IN CONTROL. As much as we try to control our lives and life situations, we won’t ever really be in control! This too makes me love and cherish my family even more. I really don’t know if we will get to have more children. Only God knows! Though we can pray and hope that is in His plan 🙂

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